You know that feeling you get when you are so tired you can't even talk straight? Lately that's how I have been on the daily. I can't think straight and I seem to be falling asleep if I am still for too long. Funny part is that I can't sleep at night. No matter what I do I can't seem to fall asleep when I actually need to be asleep. I have tried melatonin, going to see doctors, meditation, warm milk, eating an apple... nothing seems to work with me. My parents say it's stress but how can it be if this is what is stressing me out.
It makes my day to day life a lot harder. My job consists of being alert at all times and having to drive to locations. I am not sure if it is safe for me to do this while in this mental state. I have started to drink so much coffee and I an not typically a coffee drinker. (I like it but like I typically put in a TON of sugar and/or creamer). I get teased by family and friends for this, I don't mind, in all honesty I thought it was kinda funny too. I just need to get to the bottom of why I am not sleeping.
Other wise, this week has been a bit better, I miss my friend so much, but I talk to them on a daily. And so does our group. The time difference is a little harder to cope than we all thought but we make it work.
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